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...See more may trigger:child sexual activities So I’m in group therapy, it’s about all I could afford with the current income I’m on but I finally managed to be ok with bringing up my past and my experience with being in a child porn case….it was many many years ago and thankfully the case didn’t come up till I was 18 so my family still has no idea what part I had in the story or the full reason that detective came to our house that day…I still remember it and for the last 11 years I lived with the fact that photos of me were probably just sitting in a self in some evidence room….nothing even came of the case to my knowledge…he had been someone I had trusted in school…but it’s lead me down a road of untrust as well of a history of sex addiction thinking that was all I was good for and the only way someone would love me. i have a loving boyfriend now who does what he can to work threw panic attacks I still have over this issue but my group guid thinks I should do 1v1 session with someone to work threw things since my lack of trust is starting to effect my day to day life, I want to make friends and lasting relationship but I’m always walking on eggshells around people as well as self destructive tendency where I beat my self up over some of the smallest mistakes….. But what do you do when you are finally ready for help but help seems so far out of reach, I looked into 1v1 and it’s just out of my price range, it’s why I did the group to begin with. I hope I’m in the right place for this, I’m never sure when it comes to groups or apps like this

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