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Wasted456
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Panicking
20 & Over / by Wasted456
Last post
 September 30th, 2025
...See more Tomorrow is my exam i was studying then while eating lunch I was watching healthygamer's YouTube video then I looked at my screen time it was 12 hours 40 minutes I saw that last week and week before that my screen time avg. was 13.5 hours last week and 11.7 hours week before last week and 13 hours week before that . I started panicking I was panicking but I feel a bit less overwhelmed I think I felt suicidal. I don't know how people actually live their life like I was just sitting and thinking that I have no purpose like why am I alive what I want to do if I want a gf what I have to show for I'm 2 years younger than everyone in college few are working a job some are preparing for competitive exams and me I am not doing anything . In the sense that actually working hard I'm not working hard because suicide is always on my mind as backup and it's so *** stupid. Sorry for the rant . At least it calmed me down. I want a partner not a gf or a friend someone with whom I can share what's going on my life ,what I am currently studying ,what's the progress of my study, diet, exercise, how's the day been etc. If someone is same as me looking for companion I will be an acquaintance. Thank you.
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Friends?
Friendship Support / by Wasted456
Last post
 September 17th, 2025
...See more I want to talk to someone like voice chat with someone.
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How do i see full title
20 & Over / by Wasted456
Last post
 September 17th, 2025
...See more When title of the thread is too long I can't see full title. I using the app on my phone fyi. Little help here?
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Confused
Friendship Support / by Wasted456
Last post
 April 17th, 2025
...See more I'm confused what I should do in life I'm currently pursuing Chartered Accountant it's going to be my 4th attempt this may and I'm not studying for last few weeks. I keep scrolling on YouTube uk anime, manga, manhwa, web series and now even movies YouTube funny videos even p**n this has been my daily life for honestly quite a few months or years I have tried to visit a temple, tried meditation although I feel strongly that meditation will one day help maybe I just didn't try consistently for enough days, also tried changing things like how I think how I perceive things tries to see things differently and a lot more now I am not even sure if I should continue my CA study or not I thought about I will quit if I don't come close to passing the exam, won't quit if I pass and if I kind come close to passing the exam then I will again think if I should continue or not but the way things are going I feel like I won't come close and I will have to quit CA and I seem to think even if I fail I will just ace it on the next attempt like delaying as if thinking let's enjoy in this attempt be lazy I will study in the next attempt so I have been in these losing battles for years now What should I do? (probably study but still what do you think? ) btw I failed last attempts becoz of my suicidality some important people left which was kinda the cause I have been trapped in this lazy cycle. So any advice or something?
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