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Wildbells319
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2022 Member sinceOctober 30, 2022
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Self-Harm Recovery / by Wildbells319
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 November 2nd, 2022
...See more I selfharm. I have for about 2 or 3 years now I think. And it sucks because I want to stop but I don't at the same time. I love the feeling it gives me but I know it's bad. With that being said, I've been on a tattoo journey. I want lots of tattoos but they will cover up where I usually do my self harming and I don't know if I'm ready for that commitment to stop doing it just yet. I wish I never started self harming in the first place. It's a addiction, it's my go to when ever I feel upset. But now it's controlling whether or not I get a tattoo. I feel hopeless
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LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Wildbells319
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 October 30th, 2022
...See more I am a female and identify as bisexual. I have a boyfriend of a year as of yesterday. Well before him I had a girlfriend of 5 years. I loved her so much, but our relationship was toxic so it ended. I've been getting some confusing thoughts whenever I get intimate with my boyfriend. I don't get into it like I do a girl. Whenever me and him get intimate, I always wish I was with a female instead. But I do love my boyfriend. I've been thinking about it alot and think I like guys romantically just not sexually. I feel Soo guilty for it. He doesn't know, and if he finds out it will totally kill him. I don't know what to do about it because I feel stuck.
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Eating Disorder Support / by Wildbells319
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 November 2nd, 2022
...See more I don't know if I have binge eating disorder. But, when I eat I automatically feel guilty for it. No matter what it is. Even if I drink something. But I just can't stop. And some days I'll eat so much, and other days I'll eat like nothing at all. In the meantime, I'm trying to lose weight. I hate how I look. I see pictures of of skinnier self and get disgusted at the fact I let myself gain so much weight. My dad calls me fat and constantly makes me feel bad if I eat anything. For example, me and him had a conversation about if I want children in the future and I told him I did not. His response was:"good, you're fat enough". I also work at McDonald's and is so tempted to just eat everything even if I know I'll feel guilty afterwards. But when I get home, we are really bad financially so I eat about nothing at all. Like today all I ate was a packet of oatmeal. I don't know what to do..
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