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affectionateHuman3630
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This was long ago. But I never properly grieved.
Grief & Loss / by affectionateHuman3630
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 June 24th, 2025
...See more Hello new here.  I'm currently realizing I never got over my mother's death. I was 9 and I was there when it happened. Maybe I did cry for a while. But when people tell you she did it to herself an if only she lived a better life I started to feel bad for missing her. So I stopped crying over her loss and started laughing to cover up the pain of missing her. I'm jealous of those around me with mother that love them and treat them well. I'm angry that my friends think I would use their mother in any way shape of form when I adore her and love her as my own mother figure. It recently dawned on me though. She was 27 and this year I will be 27. 
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Why is okay that my friends are distant with me ?
Friendship Support / by affectionateHuman3630
Last post
 June 27th, 2025
...See more Hey new here and confused tired overwhelmed and overthinking. But here's the jist of it. Last year I had a mental breakdown at a Thanksgiving party. I felt terrible and like I'm burdening those around me. I told them that and they told me that's not the case. But my best friend didn't invite me to her bday party I got uninvited to my friend's wedding even tho I remember being asked to be apart of it and agreeing. Then new year starts. I still feel bad but now lonely more so than before. Like why did I even do that in front of them. Well now I've moved and that was a lot and I definitely asked if I could get some help. But they told me I asked too late or I didn't ask at all. Why should I have to ask for help when clearly you see I'm drowning ? No I'm not sure I know everyone has their own lives to deal with. I just wish I was apart of their thought process sometimes. 
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