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hey so how tf am I supposed to get better
Personality Disorders Support / by alaina326
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 April 16th, 2025
...See more a girl I knew shot herself on Friday and It feels as though that's the only way out. I've been struggling with depersonalization for a month now and it just keeps getting worse. I officially am quitting nicotine but especially weed because weed is making it tons worse. I can't ask anybody for help bc everybody is dealing with their own stuff and I need to be mindful and know that I'm not the only one going through things but the only problem is that I literally have no way to get help. everybody's saying it'll just go away BUT ITS NOT!!! I also officially quit self harm for 2 months and somewhat days but I've never wanted to relapse more. this would literally be the peeerrrfect time to relapse and ughh if I don't get help soon it could end up even worse.
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does anybody know anything about dissociative disorders?
Trauma Support / by alaina326
Last post
 May 13th, 2025
...See more I haven't felt real for a week now. This is the most scared and anxious and stressed I've ever been. I don't understand what's wrong with me. Nothing looks real to me anymore. I can't go out in public without feeling so weird about how I don't feel real and everything around me doesn't look real. Last night it felt as though my entire body went numb and I felt stuck in place. It only lasted like 5 seconds but if it gets worse I don't know what to do. I don't want to talk to anybody about it because I don't want them to stress or worry about me. A couple years ago I got caught doing self harm and that was the worst part of my parents making it a huge thing. I feel so anxious. I truly don't know what to do. I don't know what I have. Why do I feel like this? I don't understand if I have like an actual dissociative disorder or if not then what's wrong with me. Has anyone been through this before? I'm genuinely seeking help I truly don't know what to do.
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what is happening to me
Depression Support / by alaina326
Last post
 April 1st, 2025
...See more I've never felt like this in my whole life. I have no idea what is going on with me. I feel so stressed and anxious and now I just feel like everyday is the same. Time feels like it's going by so fast yet in the moment it feels so slow. I wake up do whatever I'm forced to do and try to act normal to avoid causing problems and stress for other people. I then get back home and it feels as though I just go back and take a nap and then wake up and do it all over again. It's been a week of feeling like this which doesn't sound like long but while living in it it feels like it's been my whole life. I genuinely do not remember how it felt before I felt like this. I don't understand what's wrong with me or why I feel like this. It's so easy for me to fail school and lose friendships but it's gotten to the point where it feels like it's been so long that I don't care anymore. I stopped talking to people because they don't understand. All I want is to know what's wrong with me and what I can do to go back to how it was before.
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