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...See more I've never tried posting here before but I can't talk to anyone about this because I feel like I would just weigh them down with all my worrying. everything was perfectly fine but then all of a sudden I started worrying about my future. I don't know what I want to do with my life or who I want to be, I don't even know who I am.. I've always changed my personality to fit the social situation I'm in even at home and it's to the point where I don't know who am I or how to act when I'm alone and I feel like I'm crazy for always adjusting how I behave based on whos around me. I also can't stop worrying that I'm going to be the downfall of my relationship. my boyfriend and I have been dating for a while and he keeps talking about our future and I want to have a future with him but I also can't help but think what would my life be like if I wasn't with him or if I was with someone else. I'm also worried that from the little he's said about his personal beliefs and the things that his parents believe in, our core values in life aren't going to match up enough to be able to support a healthy future with him. I wanna ask him about this but I'm too scared to know the answer but its been eating me up inside. I feel awful and guilty every time I think about what it would be like If I was single or if I was with someone else. there are a million other thoughts running through my head and I'm so worked up about everything that I feel like my stomach is in knots and my chest feels tight but I don't know how to get rid of these thoughts and just force myself to forget about it and go to sleep I'm sorry i know this is super long but i don't know what else to do

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