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amelya999
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vulnerable
Depression Support / by amelya999
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 June 22nd, 2024
...See more my friends talk about them problems to me. I've always been try to be a good listener and be a good friend. but i guess I'm drowning myself to it. and makes me feel don't have no right to be vulnerable myself. i know everyone else have a real real problem to be vulnerable about. but I don't, i can't. i have no right to.
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fall
Depression Support / by amelya999
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 June 8th, 2024
...See more i have no one. NO ONE. that i feel comfortable enough to talk about these awful feelings. i was thought, 'oh it's fine, it'll go away, these feelings are just a phase'. but years. years later i realize it's never fine since the very beginning. it's not just a phase like what my brain said try to convince me. nothing is fine. i have zero self esteem, zero confidence, zero courageous, zero motivation. all i have is a thousand hatred towards myself. i feel sooo little yet soo big. i want attention but i want to be invisible at the same time. it's never black or white, it's always gray. never forward or backward, it's falling down.
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melancholy pleasure
Depression Support / by amelya999
Last post
 June 9th, 2024
...See more maybe i want to live a happy life maybe i just don't know how, or maybe, here's where i feel comfortable. the addictive sadness  that somehow more intimate to me than my own flesh and blood sweeps me away in intimacy  that melancholy pleasure.
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