melancholy pleasure
amelya999
June 7th, 2024
maybe i want to live a happy life
maybe i just don't know how,
or maybe, here's where i feel comfortable.
the addictive sadness
that somehow more intimate to me than my own flesh and blood
sweeps me away in intimacy
that melancholy pleasure.
decisiveSea4539
June 9th, 2024
I get you @amelya999, feeling sad is an addiction where by any form of happiness becomes scary but being happy is okay and like every addiction that can be overcome, sadness can be overcome too.🫂
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i just think that person like me have no right to be happy. that's why sadness feel way more.. comfortable ?? somehow. like.. it's where i belong.
but thank you for noticing:)
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