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amiableBunny4016
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what am i other than skin and bone?
PathStep 159 Compassion hearts22,178 Forum posts4,381 Forum upvotes7,669 Current upvotes7,669 Age GroupTeen Last activeApril, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 16, 2022
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i'm not really here so don't bother. 

i'm not really okay, so don't bother.

i'm trying to survive so don't bother. 

bye. 



Recent forum posts
Eva, Bunny and Ni's Friendship Island🏝️
Friendship Support / by amiableBunny4016
Last post
 Friday
...See more For any lurkers coming across this thread, this is a space for @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva and @amiablebunny4016. Although, we appreciate your presence on 7cups we would like to keep this space safe for the three of us to communicate! Please avoid replying or reading stuff on here lol. thanks for understanding *sends hugs if okay* 💙 ------------------------- hi @justmeeva and @LoveMyMoonflowers 💜 here is the little space lol. feel free to share gifs (as the gif master trio), be silly, be yourself, and talk, walk, play, hug, sing, cry and whatever our minds come up with! *sends comfy hugs and high fives if okay* ------------------------- i hope you find comfort in this thread for the three of us to be ourselves, to share gifs, to laugh and smile through happy times and cry and hug each other through hard times! 💛 ------------------------- this is a safe place 💙 you both have a special place in my heart! ------------------------- Bunny <3 Bunny :) <3
a reflection on friendships ~ raw thoughts
Friendship Support / by amiableBunny4016
Last post
 March 23rd
...See more hi friends, i hope your well 💛 and if your reading this, your existing. your hurting. your being. thank you for being. for existing. thank you for clinging on for one more day.  so over the past 2 or 3 years, i have learnt alot about friendships. friendships are precious pieces of our life, a shoulder to lean on, a hand to hold and someone to hug, someone to understand you and hear you, someone to be there, someone to laugh with you and joke around, and accept you. let you be yourself. as social creatures, we treasure these bonds, we cling on to them, we are dependent creatures. and frankly, it sucks to have friends sometimes, but sometimes its too hard to feel lonely too.  that friend that was just there for you. and man..... my god.. it sucks when it all ends, when things go wrong, when misunderstandings happend, emotions get the best of us, thinking about things we shouldn't have said or done, things that hurt us, people that left us. you can only ponder on memories you made, and cry and feel emotions and wish it didnt happend.  i spent most of my school years alone. i found it hard to make bonds with people, i found it hard to let myself be vulnerable to someone, to be open, because i refused to open my heart to someone. i didn't let them see my light, and they didn't see it either. i was a shy kid.  but when i did make a friend over 2 years ago,  i learnt what heartbreak was like with a stranger for the first time.  she was so funny and caring, always made relatable jokes, she related to most things i was going through, she understood me, she loved me and i loved her. she defended me. she was just there. every time i was upset, she knew something was wrong. we always had an idea of how the other one of us was. and most importantly, i trusted her. she heard what i was going through, and i heard what she was going through. she cried for the first time in school. she said she had never cried in school before. so i held her hand and cried with her. it was beautiful. she put her head on my shoulder and we were sitting on a bench just staring at the beautiful world. but she became so burnt out, she started calling me names, she started making fun of me, calling me horrible things like idiot and *** and telling me most things that were wrong with me. i talked to her, but she said it was just a joke and so i laughed along with her. and i believed her.  one day she even told my other friend in front of me, "she is so stupid and dumb" and "i love bullying her".  confusion wrapped my heart like wrapping paper. but i kept quiet. i didn't stand up for myself because i thought i was less than her. and i thought she was above me. i loved her like nothing else. because no one else loved me, and i wanted to keep being loved. i couldn't let go even if it hurt.  it sounds stupid but friendships are *** hard man, its so hard to understand someone without hurting them. and for the millionth time, it hurt to love someone. as humans, we cling on to each other, we want someone to be there for us, we need people. life is meaningless without people.  we are strangers by face but friends by heart. it made me reflect and wonder if i could keep going.. but she continued. and i continued to let my self esteem fall. it didn't feel right. so i ended it. and i wished her the best.   i didnt feel anger, or disappointment, or feel upset. we just made memories, and our time together ended. the childhood jokes we make about friendship like "best friends forever" were just our childhood imagination. friendships aren't forever, but memories are.  and one day the bridge of life might bring us back together. but whatever the world thinks is right for me, wherever this life takes me, i love and cherish every friendship i made. i dont regret any inch of it.  people come and go. and i guess thats life.... and its beautiful and i love it so much.  its hard to be vulnerable and show someone your hurt and pain, its hard to be alone and in the dark, its hard to be yourself in a world that discourages you too, but even finding someone that makes you feel like human, could be the best gift in the world.  letting people in is just as hard as letting them out.  <3 Bunny   
Any book reccomendations?
Reading & Writing / by amiableBunny4016
Last post
 March 24th
...See more hey community, not sure what to read :') i like to read fantasy/magic/dark romance and sometimes horror. i love philosophical fiction too. i dont mind. I would appreciate any book reccomendations of any genre! It would be really helpful! thank you <3 lots of love <3 bunny :)
if you ever feel worthless.....
General Support / by amiableBunny4016
Last post
 March 2nd
...See more if you ever feel worthless or stupid, just know i exist and im worse than that xD Bunny :)
Kindness metaphors ✨
Positivity & Gratitude / by amiableBunny4016
Last post
 February 19th
...See more Hey, hey all, I was working on a small project outside of 7cups in my own time.  But anyways, I couldn't come up with something symbolic. I need a metaphor or an object that could symbolise kindness? Or perhaps a metaphor for hatred? I would really appreciate your help and ideas ✨ of course no pressure tho and all are welcome to take part. Something that could perhaps symbolise the idea of kindness and the meaning behind it. Please feel free to share and take part . Hope u all are being kind to yourselves 💖 take good care!  Love, Bunny Tagging people who may be interested in taking part (no pressure tho): @Heather225 @Fristo @mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers @Sunisshiningandsoareyou 
Growing up..
General Support / by amiableBunny4016
Last post
 February 15th
...See more TW: childhood trauma/abuse hi, you can call me bunny. i hope your well. i really appreciate that your taking a second to read this and I know that some of you may have probably gone through something similar or have gone through different forms of trauma.  growing up i only grew up around the phrases 'go k1ll yourself if you can't look after yourself' , 'i would have  rather give birth to a stone than a useless child like you' , 'you make our life ***' , 'why are you so defensive ' , 'crying wont solve the problem. dont be stupid' , 'if only you could grow up quicker and get out of here' , 'you useless brat ', 'you want a slap?' , 'you want to 1ill yourself? You don't have to.ill help you. ' and then they would hit me and beat me. and the list goes on and on and on. i grew up around abusive people and ***. physically and mentally.  but of course i won't go into detail.. recently i was forced to stay with an abusive man. the worse time of my life. it wasn't the trauma that hurt, it was the fact my mom watched me get beaten and hit and starved and smiled about it. my dad is no longer alive.  but anyways.. coming to the point, we all grow up around people who say words. who act in different ways. we grow up around people and are often influenced. but my hope is you use your words kindly. wheather it's your child , your friend or your family. be kind.  your words will be their inner voice.  I remember everything I was told as a child. and I'm 14. 💙 people might forget your words, but they will never forget how you made them feel.  be kind.  Bunny 
silence
Depression Support / by amiableBunny4016
Last post
 February 4th
...See more silence flipping hurts. it hurts too much. its killing me. i cant *** take it anymore. i can't *** do this. 
TW It will never be the same
Depression Support / by amiableBunny4016
Last post
 February 4th
...See more They rip my heart apart, put it back together and expect it to be the same shape as before. Let me bleed in pain and sorrows and show no empathy. Let me fall, and laughed about it. Watched me go through agony and utter destruction, yet still watched me burn in this fire. Saw the scars and bruises,  yet it didn't matter to them. It didn't matter that I am human. Why would it matter to them? They pulled me down with them, and thought it would ease their pain. They thought life would be the same, but life changed. It turned upside down and trauma all around. And ... Well ... We all drowned in trauma together. Because it's easier to drown than to keep your head above the water and survive. Nothing will ever be the same again. They took everything they could and gave nothing back.  Because.. life will always be dark when your an abused broken child :')  Maybe it's just me. But this story will end one day. No story lasts forever.  Bunny 
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