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User Profile: amiableBunny4016
amiableBunny4016 January 28th, 2024

They rip my heart apart, put it back together and expect it to be the same shape as before. Let me bleed in pain and sorrows and show no empathy. Let me fall, and laughed about it. Watched me go through agony and utter destruction, yet still watched me burn in this fire. Saw the scars and bruises,  yet it didn't matter to them. It didn't matter that I am human. Why would it matter to them? They pulled me down with them, and thought it would ease their pain. They thought life would be the same, but life changed. It turned upside down and trauma all around. And ... Well ... We all drowned in trauma together. Because it's easier to drown than to keep your head above the water and survive. Nothing will ever be the same again. They took everything they could and gave nothing back. 

Because.. life will always be dark when your an abused broken child :') 

Maybe it's just me. But this story will end one day. No story lasts forever. 

Bunny 

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User Profile: Jem7Cups
Jem7Cups January 29th, 2024

Hello @amiableBunny4016

I am so sorry to hear about the pain and suffering you have been through. It's really tough when people don't show empathy and understanding.

Your worth and humanity are not determined by what others do. Even though it might be hard to believe right now, try to hold on to the hope that things won't always be so dark. Life can change and get better, and one day, this tough chapter will come to an end. 

Stay strong, and believe in the possibility of a brighter future. We are always here for you. 

Jem7Cups

User Profile: LoveMyMoonflowers
LoveMyMoonflowers January 29th, 2024

@amiableBunny4016

*sits with bunny* 💙

User Profile: amiableBunny4016
amiableBunny4016 OP February 3rd, 2024

There was no point in me posting this :') 

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul February 4th, 2024

@amiableBunny4016 Maybe you just needed an outlet for your pain. It's ok to take up space - to need things


Yes this story will end one day - BUT a new one will begin. You will be the sole author of the next story. You will decide the characters that are in it. You'll be the one that decides where the story leads

I know life is dark now but that doesn't mean it has to stay dark. You'll have work to do though - to heal. A good therapist can help - I'm just using my own experiences here as reference 
*offers safe gentle hugs* I have faith in you

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