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I still try to be friends with my ex boyfriend who raped me
Relationship Stress / by anonyPlace5303
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April 10th, 2020
...See more I never turned him in. I never will. He scares me, he makes jokes about murdering. He cheated on me. He went off on me today because he apparently found the note where I was writing about it trying to process it. I guess i left it in where I keep something else I told him to grab and forgot and he read it. Today we were talking about how when he lived at one place he acted insanely crazy. It got brought up how he punched a mouse to death. He said he cant really remember anything from that time period. I asked him if he really can't a little later (I was referring to him hooking up with other girls) but he started going off And yelling about how yes he remembers raping me. (That wasnt the only time, it happened other times when he was black out drunk. And if you count someone who does their best to not wake you up and fucking you while you're asleep whether you like it or not as rape it happened kind of regularly.I didn't want it but that doesn't even matter anymore). Then he started yellimg about how i had stuck my pink finger down his urethra like a catheter when I caught him.cheating on me.and he kept forcing me to.cuddle and.comfort him. I know that was wrong. I know it was fucked up, and I regret it. Especially now that that's his excuse that by doing that I essentially raped him first. 2 wrongs dont make a right and I know what I did was wrong but I never deserved being hit in the back of my head and having my anus violently raped for it. I didnt deserve that.