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archerslabyrinth
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts37 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceJanuary 14, 2024
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and they called off the circus, burned the disco down

when they send home the horses and rodeo clowns

i am still on that tightrope

i am still trying everything to get you laughing at me

i am still a believer but i don't know why

i have never been a natural but i don't know why

all i do is try, try, try

i am still on that trapeze

i am still trying everything

to keep you looking at me

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Losing at life
Depression Support / by archerslabyrinth
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 September 9th, 2024
...See more I don't why but whenever I look at people around me and see them leading a normal life, my neurodibergent mind wishes that my life like them. People perceive as an irritating person and they like to keep me isolated of I get too close them and never want me near them, this is why I became an introvert when I am not, I am not scared to talk to ppl but I am scared of them treating me in a horrible way I used to like a guy and obviously he didnt like me back, he was very much my type, he was leading me on and had a girlfriend all throughout, he's a player, he got married to the girl he loved. Why does it all hurt so much?? No friends, no love, I keep crying looking at how I feel like a loser when I these ppl arounding me hanging out with their friends, getting married and going abroad for studies, I feel like I am lacking behind in life, my neurodivergent self would never let me lead a normal life like everyone else or is it my early twenties talking??
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New Years Day
Depression Support / by archerslabyrinth
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 January 30th, 2024
...See more I don't know if anyone of you is interested but i really wanted to write this. I have been obsessed with New Years Day taylor swift song for a while. I even cried a lot a while back. In the song she says that "Please don't ever become a stranger, who's laugh I could recognize anywhere". It's sadden me that she wrote this for a guy that she loved so much even had him as a boyfriend. Its sad how people after a certain time leave. Love is literally a lie. I wondered it makes me so sad to think about their break up. Imagine how taylor actually went through when they both decided to break up. I have been in a similar situation. The guy I love is also going to leave. I am never going to see him again after a while. Why does this happen??? Is love even a thing?? Do you ever get to experience a person who loves you the same way you love them???
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never the chosen one
Depression Support / by archerslabyrinth
Last post
 January 23rd, 2024
...See more What hurts me the most that i have fallen in love so many times, it never worked out. I net a guy a fee years back. He has a girlfriend that he likes so much. That girlfriend is very pretty. I don't even think that I am close. It makes me wish I was pretty. I am trying muu best to look and feel pretty. I don't have friends, I can't meet someone else, if I don't go out, I hate doing things alone. I can't do things alone bcs of certain reason. I don't now what to do.
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