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assistedcrazyperson
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My heart now has walls. And I don't know what to do.
Relationship Stress / by assistedcrazyperson
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September 29th, 2025
...See more I was with my ex-girlfriend or 3 years. She kicked me out about 5 minutes ago you moved in other man in. Said that he was a friend she was helping had no job she was supporting him. I found out later that she was paying favors as well. That she cheated on me not too long after getting together, with a person that she said was a friend. And she would always come home late cuz she'd have to stop and see this friend. And a friend that I trust is the one that told me she said she wanted to tell me when she told her but she knew that would break me and she didn't want that but now I'm broken more than ever and I just have no reason to be here anymore I'm not going to do anything stupid but I just don't know how to rebuild myself I gave her my whole heart. She was my everything thought she was mine forever and come to find out she wasn't even mine completely. I bought her a car and she changed after that and then here I am now I just I don't know what to do and apparently since we have been separated she has had three boyfriends possibly 4. Here I am broken and no good to anyone my mental health is crap right now. And I really don't see myself getting into a relationship anytime soon or if ever. I'm just hurt and don't know how to feel I feel like I'll just die alone. Oh and the deal with kicking me out was we needed to work on us and she wanted to stay together while trying to do I still was moving that guy into the house with her I said it was okay or not was very manipulative controlling in that same friend said that she's being narcissistic because the guy she's talking to now after she breaks up with the one she was talking to is one of my friends and thought that was funny. She told me because she thinks I should know this time to go home but I don't know how. How do you move on from someone you thought was your forever that you give your whole heart too provided everything possible. I just don't understand anyway thanks for any support advice or really anything hope everyone is having a great day
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Depressed, Broken, and hurt
Around the World / by assistedcrazyperson
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August 14th, 2025
...See more I'm just not ok everyone. My GF kickedebpjt over 4 months ago. We were supposed to be working on things she moved in another man in her house with no job and running up light bill that's in my name. Left that iny name and left the car I paid for with her and found out she was letting him drive it. And also found out other things about her paying him for her to do things with him. I got my car back due to this. She is begging me for it back for a week. I had to involve the police to get it from her. I'm just lost and idk how she could do these things to me and be mad about me taking MY car. I just want to run away from everything and everyone. Ill be alone forever and just ready for life to be over. I don't know how to cope with life. I'm sorry for ranting I just don't know what to do. I am going to cut the lights off of she don't pay it by Friday. It's already 175 and if goes up any higher I wont be able to pay it down easy.
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I had to get my teeth removed.
Self-Esteem / by assistedcrazyperson
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August 8th, 2025
...See more Hello everyone. I hope I get support not hate. I'm only 31 and I had to get all my teeth extracted it's really doing a number on my self love and care my self esteem is low as can be right now. I hate being in public now because I cant talk clearly I'm embarrassed. I'm really hating my life rn. I'm supposed to get dentures and that doesn't help because I'm only 31 years old. I feel I'm too young for this to happen. But the reason is I didn't take care of my teeth when I was a kid. I had perfect teeth. I'm so disappoi anywaynted in myself. I feel like a failure at life right now. I understand it's better for my health cu I had Alot of infection and doc told me I could get sepsis and die. But this really sucks. Wednesday this week makes 1 week of no teeth. And I'm beyond depressed. It's like I can't eat I can't talk. I can't feel normal. I just want to hide at home all day every day. Tomorrow will be my first day back at work. And I'm not looking forward to it. Ik my co workers won't judge but I don't even want to talk. Anyway thanks for any support or advice. I feel my quality of life has dropped significantly.
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I haven't posted in a while not going to lie actually forgot how to LOL
Motivation & Accountability / by assistedcrazyperson
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April 17th, 2025
...See more Hello I'm going through a very tough time right now. Me and my girlfriend are breaking up and I'm moving in with a friend to stay on the couch for a couple months I just don't know what to do right now with my life I am 2 years and 2 months clean from alcohol and weed. If anyone is available to provide support advice or anything dirty this hard time for me I would greatly appreciate it. I hope everyone is having a great day. And thanks in advance for any advice or support
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I'm done. I need help
Around the World / by assistedcrazyperson
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August 14th, 2022
...See more I'm just so over everything. Got a demotion at work and then not on schedule. Basically fitikg me without firing me.
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