Depressed, Broken, and hurt
I'm just not ok everyone. My GF kickedebpjt over 4 months ago. We were supposed to be working on things she moved in another man in her house with no job and running up light bill that's in my name.
Left that iny name and left the car I paid for with her and found out she was letting him drive it. And also found out other things about her paying him for her to do things with him. I got my car back due to this. She is begging me for it back for a week. I had to involve the police to get it from her. I'm just lost and idk how she could do these things to me and be mad about me taking MY car. I just want to run away from everything and everyone. Ill be alone forever and just ready for life to be over. I don't know how to cope with life. I'm sorry for ranting I just don't know what to do.
I am going to cut the lights off of she don't pay it by Friday. It's already 175 and if goes up any higher I wont be able to pay it down easy.
@assistedcrazyperson
I think you are in a really tough situation, but of course there are good things in it. You took the car and that's great. If it's your car and you don't think they deserve to use it - you have every right. Their insults and grievances are not your problem. If you were kicked out - you have every right to live your life. Same with everything else. It's hard for you to accept emotional things and that's okay, but the main thing to remember is that emotions are just emotions. The main thing is deeds and actions. And you have to be strong, decisive. Even if it's emotionally difficult but right, you have to do it. I hope you solve your problems and can get back to normal after all this. Hang in there!