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bex13193
3,178 M Seeking Light
PathStep 20 Compassion hearts180 Forum posts14 Forum upvotes15 Current upvotes15 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2021 Member sinceJune 4, 2019
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A Long little rant/confession ❤️
Eating Disorder Support / by bex13193
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August 5th, 2021
...See more I've just gotten out of a toxic relationship with a drug addict. I started using for him so he wasnt alone & we could connect more when I was also on the drug. That lead me to binge eat for comfort and that's developed into purging at times too. I want food freedom, I don't know how to ask for help and be taken seriously. I'm trying every day and I always fail when it comes to sleeping - I can't sleep without doing something 'wrong' so I can feel free & powerful like nothing in the world matters to me. I need help, I'm going to talk to a doctor as soon as they get back to me with an appointment time. Any tips on how or what to tell them during the first assessment would be greatly appreciated - it's no longer about losing weight or the foods I used to enjoy eating. It's mental & I'm really lost - idk how to help myself.
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Eating Disorder Support / by bex13193
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June 25th, 2021
...See more I've struggled with binge eating for 7 years. I've been ontop of it and completely consumed by it at other times, reaching out for support from peers and hopefully can share tips and support in staying ontop of it. I've put on weight and am now classed as overweight even tho I've been exercising at least 3x a week for 2 months now, and I've put on weight. Even tho it might be muscle mass I still want to lose fat & just be smaller and weight a normal weight. Plus have freedom from constant feeling uphappy around food, feeling uncomfortable, out of control & ashamed at how much food controls my emotions and my life. I hope someone on here can relate ❤️
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Positivity & Gratitude / by bex13193
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January 25th, 2021
...See more practice self love tonight, I've been in a really bad space - in an abusive relationship with an older man, I'm celebrating my freedom and my creativity. ❤️
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