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brooklyngs
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wtf is wrong with me
General Support / by brooklyngs
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 January 19th, 2023
...See more please respond to this and let me know if you have heard of this happening to other people and/or have experienced it yourself, because i want to know if this is normal. (sorry for the long post in advance) so basically sometimes i have these thoughts and i don’t know if they are considered “suicidal thoughts” but sometimes i have these daydream things where i imagine myself jumping off that ledge. i’ll be sitting there thinking, it’s dark, and i’m just sitting there staring at the lights, i cry for a little bit, take my last breath, and jump. that’s it. it just keeps repeating in my head over and over again and it’s very specific. while i imagine those things i have that certain feeling in my stomach, you know, that feeling you have when something really bad just happened and you couldn’t do anything to stop it. in my dreams sometimes as well, i can see the specific bridge i want to jump off of. all of this is really bothering me and whenever i tell someone about it they say they have never heard of that before and they don’t know how to answer if it’s normal or not. please help so basically sometimes i have these thou
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after my last post
General Support / by brooklyngs
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 December 24th, 2022
...See more i just wanted to say that i'm sorry for anyone who might have red my last post and got triggered. it was my fault and i was going through so many different emotions while writing that. thank you so, so much for all the kind comments that you guys left on my post. it feels so lonely sometimes and those comments were what got me through a couple nights ago, and they made me realize that people do care. i am going to take the steps to get help, and im going to open up to my parents and let them know what's going on with me. i hope you guys take care of yourself, ill be taking care of myself too. (:
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dying
General Support / by brooklyngs
Last post
 December 21st, 2022
...See more hi, i was just wondering if its normal to fantasize about dying, almost like looking forward to it. is that considered a suicidal thought?
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needing motivation
General Support / by brooklyngs
Last post
 December 20th, 2022
...See more hi guys, tw: suicide, sh recently i have been struggling pretty heavily with some suicidal thoughts, self harm, and have found myself falling deeper into my depression. i didn't want help for a while because i thought things were never going to get better, but after some sorting out i figured it could turn out really beneficial for me. anyways, today i thought maybe i should write a letter to my mom instead of having a face to face conversation because i find those hard; telling her about how im feeling and asking her to help me get the right support i need. the thing is, it's really difficult to have conversations with her about these kind of things because she's the type of parent who makes these conversations uncomfortable and most of the time they always end up in fights because we cant come to understand each other, and each others needs. so, i was wondering does anyone have any ideas on how to work up some courage to give her the letter, or how to have a open conversation with her about what im struggling without fighting?
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