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bunnywantsboba
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Personality Disorders Support / by bunnywantsboba
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 November 24th, 2021
...See more i honestly hate that i have a favourite person . it s u c k s being so emotionally dependent on someone . i hate that the smallest things can make me so upset that i wanna off myself, and i hate that he feels responsible . because it's not his fault . i'm the one with the messed up brain . i wish i could find s o m e t h i n g as fullfilling as he is for me . i wish hobbies and interests were the reasons i live, not him .
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tw: childhood sexual abuse
Trauma Support / by bunnywantsboba
Last post
 October 21st, 2021
...See more i am 18 now and still having to live at home with my father, who groomed and molested me for about a year when i was 12 . i tried reaching out to family, even the police . no one has ever done anything to help me . i thought i was okay for a while, but recently i keep getting triggered . even just reading to word rape in an article makes me so upset i get nauseous . i also recently found out i developed bpd from the trauma . i don't even know why i'm writing this or what would help . i want to move out but i'm not in a position to, i don't have phone service so i can't put a number on my applications, i don't have a car or even a license since my family never took me to get one, and my dad would probably just take my money anyways . he's taken money from me whenever i've had it since i was a kid . he owes me 500$ just from this year alone...i just feel stuck . it's hard not to think about suicide most days because i don't even know what im living for anymore . i lost all of my passions after the abuse . i'm not even sure how to close this off but, that's all i guess .
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