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...See more Hello I am new here and I am hoping you all can help me or at least comfort me. I am 25 years old, married and have a 3 year old beautiful boy and soon we are welcoming a baby girl. For the most part I am a very happy loving person but sometimes I have set backs and instead of talking about my past I just chose to ignore it but it bothers me for days at a time. Recently I just finished watching the popular Netflix series...13 Reasons Why. Which brought back some bad memories from school and my personal life. I am not saying this show is awful I think it was a beautiful tragic story on how a beautiful girl kills her self and how it happened. And I think it's important to know what is going in someone's life instead of sweeping it under the rug. Anyway when I was 12 I started being molested by a family friend and it didn't stop until I was 15. Back then I thought I was so cool because I was having sex...but looking back it wasn't just that I was being brainwashed and confusing love with sex and boys who just wanted to sleep with me and torture me. I was so messed up as a teenager and didn't even know it :( until my friend name Matt wanted to date me. We did date but he had never had a gf before...so we awkwardly dated. Don't get me wrong it was so nice having someone like that care about me. But there I was just waiting for someone to just have there way with me. So I broke up with him because well he didn't want me for sex. I feel so bad now because I was so mean to him :(

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