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catmandan
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes16 Current upvotes16 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2021 Member sinceMay 8, 2021
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I like to do ______ when I feel bad feelings coming on
7 Cups Academy / by catmandan
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 January 10th, 2023
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I worry about her
General Support / by catmandan
Last post
 May 18th, 2021
...See more She is my best friend (35) and I am 17, and we are very good friends. She is pretty much my 2nd mother. She started addiction young and got into AA, after many years she decided its a cult and started drinking again. I was worried about that but she proved herself responsible and does really good with it. Well she goes to clubs most Fridays night and stays till about 2am with her friends and I hate this. I worry so much and we talked about it but its pretty much " i love you but you can't control me, trust me I am responsible" and I do trust her but I hate how late it is. We talked about it alot and working things out in the past. Last night I had a break down, I stayed up waiting for her and I went alittle crazy. She accepted me waiting for her and tried to calm me but I am so stubborn I am having a hard time doing it. This has all been over texting and normally we call after arguments to work everything out and that makes it all alot better, I don't know if I have time to call her today I am going to be away. I know Its not my life, I know that me being intimated by never being out like that add to my anxiety but I just can't shake the worrying. I do trust her. I am just afraid. I am afraid of losing her, of anything happening to her, of her hating me. I realize I am also jealous of her, I have never been out with friends like that. In a way I want her life. Sorry how long and confusing this is. I think I'll text her I am sorry, she is with a friend right now and I don't want to bother her. I need fresh eyes, please anything you can think of I would love to hear.
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