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ch4rmm
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts54 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2022 Member sinceDecember 25, 2022
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I feel inadequate
Depression Support / by ch4rmm
Last post
 December 27th, 2022
...See more hello to whoever is reading this. I’d like to start this off with an apology as I’m not really good with talking about how I’m generally feeling, but I’ll give it a try, so here we go. I feel like a complete loser. I mean, I’m really not good at any sports and I’m not good with any hobbies I’m interested in. I just can’t seem to be a people’s person or a person who can survive on my own without feeling the need of talking to others. In other words: I am not happy and I haven’t been for quite awhile and I have no idea why. im not really good at anything I do. I basically just suck The only reason I could convince myself to even wake up anymore is the fear of being forgotten. My friends are sports people and I’m just that weird kid who’s just there. I feel left out on everything and I’m taken back to a specific moment in my life where my mom even said out loud, “you’re so weird. why aren’t you like (insert friend name)” I feel so bad for being different. It’s not a good different at all As much as I convince myself it is, I know that’s a lie. I just wish it could get better but it doesn’t and everytime I reach a rock bottom another rockier bottom just happens to be underneath the rock bottom I hit. A never ending cycle. I don’t know, I’m tired and it’s late so goodnight! thanks for reading :)
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I was cancelled
Personality Disorders Support / by ch4rmm
Last post
 December 27th, 2022
...See more my self worth dropped ever since August 2022 and that’s because on that day, I lost my friends, self respect, self esteem and everything that made me feel ok. It’s been a couple months and I still have been alone and I’ve been- dealing with it alone. I had over 100k+ on a social media app and screenshots of my episodes with my ex’s got leaked and posted on a thread. In the screenshots were my episodes and the person who leaked them was my ex. I now have bad anxiety and just- feel bad. I feel bad. I’m alone more than ever and it’s getting kind of hard to believe it gets better :(
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