I was cancelled
my self worth dropped ever since August 2022 and that’s because on that day, I lost my friends, self respect, self esteem and everything that made me feel ok. It’s been a couple months and I still have been alone and I’ve been- dealing with it alone. I had over 100k+ on a social media app and screenshots of my episodes with my ex’s got leaked and posted on a thread. In the screenshots were my episodes and the person who leaked them was my ex. I now have bad anxiety and just- feel bad. I feel bad. I’m alone more than ever and it’s getting kind of hard to believe it gets better :(
Being cancelled sucks. I was cancelled IRL a while ago by my friends and family for my episodes, now they don’t talk to me. It’s really awful being that alone, i know i feel that way all the time and i hate it. It’s like being stuck in a vacuum. Especially when you have anxiety since you don’t know what other people are thinking
