I feel inadequate
hello to whoever is reading this. I’d like to start this off with an apology as I’m not really good with talking about how I’m generally feeling, but I’ll give it a try, so here we go.
I feel like a complete loser. I mean, I’m really not good at any sports and I’m not good with any hobbies I’m interested in.
I just can’t seem to be a people’s person or a person who can survive on my own without feeling the need of talking to others. In other words: I am not happy and I haven’t been for quite awhile and I have no idea why.
im not really good at anything I do. I basically just suck
The only reason I could convince myself to even wake up anymore is the fear of being forgotten.
My friends are sports people and I’m just that weird kid who’s just there. I feel left out on everything and I’m taken back to a specific moment in my life where my mom even said out loud, “you’re so weird. why aren’t you like (insert friend name)”
I feel so bad for being different. It’s not a good different at all
As much as I convince myself it is, I know that’s a lie.
I just wish it could get better but it doesn’t and everytime I reach a rock bottom another rockier bottom just happens to be underneath the rock bottom I hit. A never ending cycle.
I don’t know, I’m tired and it’s late so goodnight! thanks for reading :)
@charmwastaken Let people know your weirdness makes you stand out from your friends. It is ok to be weird. I know that it is hard to get shame from your mom. Love yourself. You'll find a better one for yourself. Loving is so gentle it will not change your uniqueness but it will change your mindset and less care about insecurity.
@charmwastaken
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. It's completely normal to feel different and not be good at everything. The important thing is to find something that you enjoy and are passionate about, even if it's not what others are interested in. It's also important to remember that it's okay to be different and that there is value in being unique. Don't compare yourself to others and try to focus on your own strengths and accomplishments. And don't forget to reach out to friends or a trusted adult if you need support. It's always better to talk about your feelings and seek help rather than try to deal with things on your own. Remember that you are not alone and that things can and will get better. Hang in there and take care of yourself.
