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Depression Support / by chasem007
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August 10th, 2016
...See more https://www.helpguide.org/articles/depression/helping-a-depressed-person.htm I showed this to my girlfriend and hopefully it will help things. She doesn't really act like she wants to do anything with me, and she never wants to be really honest with me. She just assumes I don't want to do things without literally ever asking, but hopefully this could help...
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It's getting worse....
Depression Support / by chasem007
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December 6th, 2014
...See more I'm just getting more depressed and i have no one to really help me, or rather, i can't talk to anyone and no one cares to try with me. My girlfriend is talking to me less because she is "too sympathetic" and can't deal with me. She just talks to this guy who was my friend for several years. She acts burdened by not being able to help me when she doesn't really try, although she acts like she does. No one tries anything new with me, not her or my family, and then they wonder why i'm no better. She is best friends with this guy and she is my only friend... I have wanted to be good friends but i don't think it will work out now. I know how i am and how she is, so i'll just be depressed and unable to do anything or make friends or even talk to people, and if she can't handle that, things are inevitable. She won't tell me how she feels about anything or even talk openly with me. I am not good enough for anyone and things are pretty bleak. I'll just end up killing myself, probably not for a while, but eventually it will happen.
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I Can't Do Anything
Depression Support / by chasem007
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September 16th, 2014
...See more I am really in love with my girlfriend, but I feel awful all the time. I often get annoyed for no reason at what she's saying. I can never explain how I feel, i don't think she know how badly I really feel. At this point I really want to kill myself, I already cut, and there's just no point. I will never be able to do the things I want with her, and because of how i act, it seems like she is just always tired of me. She doesn't think I care or want to listen to her, and every time she says things like that, it really crushes me. It's like she has all these pretenses about me, just like everyone seems to, I really thought she was different. I want to stay with her, but I feel so conflicted about things. Things will never pan out how we want, and I don't want to live. No one notices anything about me, or tries anything new to help, it's always the same lies. I am nothing, I am not great in any way, and I never will be. I mess up literally everything, so it would be better if I didn't exist.
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