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creativeBirch3942
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Lost
General Support / by creativeBirch3942
Last post
 November 16th, 2025
...See more It’s been like 2 years since I broke up w my ex. The relationship wasn’t great and I was treated horribly and traumatized. I wasn’t the best either but I never could’ve done the things they did to me. I don’t really think abt it all too much anymore but today while scrolling thru my camera roll with friends to find old memories I stumbled upon videos and pictures of my ex that I thought I deleted. I gave in and looked them up and they’re still in a happy relationship of like a year. It all feels fresh again now. I miss someone that probably doesn’t even think about me anymore even after spending so much time together. It’s killing me deep down and even if I don’t think abt it much anymore in my heart it’s still always there. It’s gotten easier but definitely hasn’t gotten better. I’m doing things with my life like going to college and whatnot but I’ve also messed up a lot and got myself into serious trouble. I never feel like I’m doing enough or as good as other people. I hate myself to the fullest extent and I’ll never really know why. I don’t blame my ex for leaving because not even I love myself. It’s getting harder and harder everyday to fix the issues I have going on. I feel like I never make any progress. My hurt hearts so deeply and I’ll never be able to open up completely even to the people that care about me most. I’m losing my desire to change things. I’m losing the will to even care. It feels like every part of me is slowly numbing and nothing I do ever truly makes me feel happy or better. I don’t know how much longer I can feel this way.
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Time Heals
General Support / by creativeBirch3942
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 November 3rd, 2024
...See more Just wanted to stop in here and share my experience so that maybe others can find some hope in themselves. I joined around a year or so ago feeling the worst I ever had in my life. I had no hope of things getting better for me whatsoever. I had trouble just getting thru the days and constantly battled negative thoughts and feelings so many of us unfortunately feel. Fast forward 6 short months I have finally found some peace and have had many new doors open up to me. Even though I was hurting so badly, when I look at myself now and realize just how much I was forced to grow during those times, I feel a sense of gratitude in a way. Whoever this may resonate with I promise you if you give yourself the time to feel and try to pinpoint why you’re feeling the way you are things will begin to change. It takes time to heal just as physical wounds do, don’t rush it. Life is tough sometimes but tough times make tough people. Keep on keeping on!
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How to move on
Depression Support / by creativeBirch3942
Last post
 August 2nd, 2024
...See more It’s been about a year since my breakup after a 4 year relationship. They snuck around behind my back for months and months and probably did more than I’ll ever find out. Even being treated so poorly by this person I can’t seem to let go. I don’t know if it’s my lack of options or just my own mental problems dragging it out. Starting to lose my motivation to keep bettering myself and just move on with life. Why should I keep going
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