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crimsonBanana6222
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts22 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2022 Member sinceAugust 1, 2022
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Drained
35 & Over Community / by crimsonBanana6222
Last post
 August 2nd, 2022
...See more I’m drained because I’m sick of fighting my own demons. I’m sick of the voices in my head telling me I’m not good enough. I can’t look in the mirror because I hate myself. My depression, anger and outbursts are so out of control. I get angry everyday and no medication helps. I don’t know what to do anymore. My family and friends are gone because they don’t want to listen to my issues. I feel like I’m getting more and more into a dark place. I’m scared of this place and scared of myself sometimes. I have a boyfriend but he has got to the end of his rope to with my mental health because it can’t be controlled. One little thing sets me off and it didn’t have to be anything big. So when something big makes me upset I scare myself. I can’t control it. I feel guilty after but the damage has always been done. Don’t help not having people to talk to. That’s why I’m here. Hopefully this can help in some kind of way.
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Needing help and support
35 & Over Community / by crimsonBanana6222
Last post
 August 4th, 2022
...See more I do not know what to do with my life sometimes. Let alone what to do with myself! I feel like everything I am doing I’m doing wrong! Every time I turn around I feel like something is going wrong in my life. I have mental health issues end nothing I try is helping. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I work two full time jobs. I should have money but I don’t. I’m falling apart slowly everyday. Because of my mental health issues my family didn’t support me they just turned their backs on me and walked away. I have no family or friends to talk to. I am hoping this will be helpful. I have a boyfriend but we fight daily because of my outbursts, anger, depression and insecurities. He has been struggling with me through this for over two years now and even he is ready to give up on me. I am even exhaust and irritated with myself daily because of my mental health issues. I can’t control myself until it is too late! By that time the damage is already done. I say things and do things that should never be said or done to the people you love. I don’t know what else to do. I feel hopeless helpless and worthless to myself and everyone around me.
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