Drained
I’m drained because I’m sick of fighting my own demons. I’m sick of the voices in my head telling me I’m not good enough. I can’t look in the mirror because I hate myself. My depression, anger and outbursts are so out of control. I get angry everyday and no medication helps. I don’t know what to do anymore. My family and friends are gone because they don’t want to listen to my issues. I feel like I’m getting more and more into a dark place. I’m scared of this place and scared of myself sometimes. I have a boyfriend but he has got to the end of his rope to with my mental health because it can’t be controlled. One little thing sets me off and it didn’t have to be anything big. So when something big makes me upset I scare myself. I can’t control it. I feel guilty after but the damage has always been done. Don’t help not having people to talk to. That’s why I’m here. Hopefully this can help in some kind of way.
@crimsonBanana6222
Oh no crimson I'm so sorry you are having struggles with your mental health and it is affecting your relationships in your everyday life, i cant imagine how hard that really can be, and i am hear to listen to you anytime you would like to chat one on one, and we also have other great listeners<3
I understand you have a lot of angry emotions going on right now and just don't know how to control it. I hear your medication does not work well at all, but do you have any or have used any coping skills in the past or know of any you might would like to try to trial and error? sometimes for me i just haven't found the right thing that is going to put me on the path to my happiness, or wellness, so i try things and if i fail i try again. I hope you find peace within the days<3 and your journey is nothing but blessings<3
-listener and friend.