Needing help and support
I do not know what to do with my life sometimes. Let alone what to do with myself! I feel like everything I am doing I’m doing wrong! Every time I turn around I feel like something is going wrong in my life. I have mental health issues end nothing I try is helping. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I work two full time jobs. I should have money but I don’t. I’m falling apart slowly everyday. Because of my mental health issues my family didn’t support me they just turned their backs on me and walked away. I have no family or friends to talk to. I am hoping this will be helpful. I have a boyfriend but we fight daily because of my outbursts, anger, depression and insecurities. He has been struggling with me through this for over two years now and even he is ready to give up on me. I am even exhaust and irritated with myself daily because of my mental health issues. I can’t control myself until it is too late! By that time the damage is already done. I say things and do things that should never be said or done to the people you love. I don’t know what else to do. I feel hopeless helpless and worthless to myself and everyone around me.
@crimsonBanana6222
Don't think about the same problem over and over again, don't put all your feelings on one person, you have your parents, and you have other friends. Without the involvement of emotional problems, you can have more time to focus on your studies and career, and move forward to a successful person as soon as possible. There are hundreds of flavors in life, the ups and downs must be tasted. Lovelorn is just one of them. Is there any bitterness in Huanglian? How many times in your life do you eat Huanglian? When a person reaches a certain age, he will be automatically immune to the wind, flowers and snow, so why not experience the grief and sorrow while he still feels?
