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cupcakez
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Journals & Diaries / by cupcakez
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 July 23rd, 2014
...See more Sunday and Monday were pretty good days for me. I was so surprised. Today was okay. I have a few moments of anxiety. But I kept telling myself to breathe. Eventually it was under control. I like this guy I'm talking to right now. I think he feels the same way, but I'm not entirely sure. He hasn't texted me in a few days. I'm starting to get worried. I tried to keep myself busy with cleaning and laundry. It worked for a while, but I kept thinking about him. I just hope he texts me soon. I hope he is okay. I want to continue to hang out with him. He is such a nice guy. I hope tomorrow is a good day too. I'm going to hang out with a new friend. A woman my age. I don't really have any female friends. I hope that goes well. Now if I could just make myself sleep.
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Relationship Stress / by cupcakez
Last post
 July 19th, 2014
...See more I am currently in the process of getting divorced. I have heard some horror stories. My divorce isn't completely horrible, but there are some bad times. I got pregnant and decided to get married. It started out okay, but it got bad after I had my son. I knew something was wrong. I would wake up to him screaming and I would ask for help. He would just ignore me and pretend to be asleep. At one point I got so frustrated I started shaking my child to get him to be quiet. My husband woke up and started screaming at me and snatched the baby away from me. Yet he never took me to a doctor, never did anything. The next day, he continued to ignore me. I became so depressed. I felt so alone. I didn't want to be near my child. Throughout the entire marriage, he has ignored me. I have been depressed. Now we are separated. It's still depressing. Especially knowing that he has a girlfriend living with him already. I know nothing about her. She has no job, no money, no car and no other place to live. She doesn't even have custody of her own children. I have to stop myself. I could write a book about all that I have gone through. Thanks in advance for reading and/or replying. I appreciate it!
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