happy

Sunday and Monday were pretty good days for me. I was so surprised. Today was okay. I have a few moments of anxiety. But I kept telling myself to breathe. Eventually it was under control. I like this guy I'm talking to right now. I think he feels the same way, but I'm not entirely sure. He hasn't texted me in a few days. I'm starting to get worried. I tried to keep myself busy with cleaning and laundry. It worked for a while, but I kept thinking about him. I just hope he texts me soon. I hope he is okay. I want to continue to hang out with him. He is such a nice guy. I hope tomorrow is a good day too. I'm going to hang out with a new friend. A woman my age. I don't really have any female friends. I hope that goes well. Now if I could just make myself sleep.