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cyanPlace6070
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Depression Support / by cyanPlace6070
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November 19th, 2022
...See more i really do not have a name for this thread . i honestly don’t know what to do . i feel lost nobody understands or will ever understand. im sitting here holding my tears in . i hate this . i honestly hate my life . still hoping my life gets better . its 5:42 pm and i feel like *** . i hate feeling like this . i just can’t wait till my child come and i no longer have to feel like *** . i no longer have to sit here and cry and beg for attention just counting down till my soulmate arrives. he all i ever can ask and wish for . doing everything i could for my baby. but anyways just had to let out some frustration and angry .
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exhausted and lonely
Depression Support / by cyanPlace6070
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November 17th, 2022
...See more Feeling lonely and exhausted isn't fun at all . i deal with depression . i made 3 attempts last year on ending my life . they all didn't go through as you could see .. l’m hurting . i wanna get better . i truly do . i hope one day i truly start to feel like myself again and know my worth. im happy my attempts with suicide failed cause i wouldn’t be here to see the baby boy i'm finna give birth too . He been helping with my depression a lot . every-time he kicks its reminds me i'm not alone . every-time i hear his little heart beat it reminds me he’s here every step of the way … I hope by the end of this month i start to feel better and feel like i won against my depression. I’m literally holding on for my son . i wouldn’t do anything to hurt you or leave you baby boy . you all i have and all i ever need in want . when i get depressed i rub my stomach and you do your little kicks and i start to smile even with tears in my eyes . cant wait to meet you !
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