exhausted and lonely
Feeling lonely and exhausted isn't fun at all . i deal with depression . i made 3 attempts last year on ending my life . they all didn't go through as you could see .. l’m hurting . i wanna get better . i truly do . i hope one day i truly start to feel like myself again and know my worth. im happy my attempts with suicide failed cause i wouldn’t be here to see the baby boy i'm finna give birth too . He been helping with my depression a lot . every-time he kicks its reminds me i'm not alone . every-time i hear his little heart beat it reminds me he’s here every step of the way … I hope by the end of this month i start to feel better and feel like i won against my depression. I’m literally holding on for my son . i wouldn’t do anything to hurt you or leave you baby boy . you all i have and all i ever need in want . when i get depressed i rub my stomach and you do your little kicks and i start to smile even with tears in my eyes . cant wait to meet you !
@cyanPlace6070
I'm so sorry you are in so much pain! I don't know what to tell you so your pain will ease a bit, so you would feel touched. I just hope things get easier for you somehow, this description of pain is so painful to imagine. I'm glad you found a reason to live, I just hope you don't give up on self care activities. Really appreciate you reaching out here, there are lots like you, and they are trying everyday, I hope you can see them and don't feel alone anymore. I hope you can as a group continue to work on getting better at self care activities despite having severe depression.
