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determinedCucumber2564
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Advice please.
Self-Harm Recovery / by determinedCucumber2564
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 May 4th, 2025
...See more I aways been here thinking about what life is why I’m allowed to laugh when I know outers are suffering, and enjoy myself when outers might be being forced to do things against their will, and I don’t know how to feel anymore so I thought about ending it, because I’m in a endless loop of thought wounding why should I get live a privileged life of a white girl in the U.S in a 2 story house (I’m a kid) with parents who love me and older siblings who help me, so I tried self-harm and told my friends it was because I whated to get used to pain, if I ever got shot or something a little more slow it would still hurt but maybe slightly less then the normal person. And I don’t do it as much but I still thought about worse, what should I do?
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Advice, please
Self-Harm Recovery / by determinedCucumber2564
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 April 13th, 2025
...See more I 14 Female, know that so many people are suffering, mentally and physically, mean while I’m in a nice home, and people who care about me but I feel like me living in a privilege might have white washed me, and I feel like my problems are nothing compared to what most people feel yet I still feel like I’m suffering and then I’m caught with the idea that there are people who actually like me and how would they feel? I don’t what toand apparently when people try to tell me what I’m good at the only thing they can say is writing, and even if creativity in the world is in the dumps if that’s all I can contribute I don’t know how I feel about that I don’t even write about positive things I write about. I’m not going to but I’m not gonna pretend like I haven’t thought of it. Does this make any sense?
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