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determinedPark8170
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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts14 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2025 Member sinceJune 28, 2024
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Depression/ bullying
Depression Support / by determinedPark8170
Last post
 June 12th, 2025
...See more Hi lots of things are happening in my life right now first I’ll start with is depression I’ve had depression for little over 2 years now I’ve tried to get better by having a better mind set or try to be more productive. Depression has taken over my life. Another thing is that since when I was in middle school some guys would say stupid things like “I like you” and comments like that and one time this guy said “‘*my name* if I shoot this you have to go on a date with me” in front of lots of people and they didn’t mean it in a flirty way he was making fun of me and I’m overweight and they think it’s funny to do that stuff. There was many other times stuff like that happend. Leading up to my sophomore year we had this basketball tournament princess thing and you had to vote a girl from each class and some of the guys voted me as a joke and when they announced the winners some of the kids were smiling like they did that because they think it’s funny. And I already hate my slef and when people do that it makes me feel so bad and makes me cry. And not to mention my anxiety is a lot worse and also bullying is taking over my life. One time I tried to yk one night but I stopped eventually. I struggle with more things but those are some things that have been happening to me.
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Binge eating/ starving
Eating Disorder Support / by determinedPark8170
Last post
 June 30th, 2024
...See more So, basically my eating habits started in late 2021. In 2021 I gained a lot of weight because I was in a bad depression state and food was my comfort and It started to show then i wouldn’t wear shirts at school and I would wear hoodies but summer 2022 I started to loose weight like <edit> and then I stopped then I started to eat regular again then I started l getting more comfortable then I gained more weight then summer 2023 that’s when my eating disorder start to get bad so I starved a lot and I lost weight and I was happy and then in the winter I started to getting depression again and then I started eating again and I would tell myself I’ll start starving next week and I did I I just gained the weight back and I started to get really self conscious and then I started to throw up after I ate. Now it’s summer 24 and now I avoid eating then I just binge at night and I don’t know how to stop I go on diets and they just lead me to bringe eating. I’m not diagnosed with a Ed but i see social media posts said I might have one and in school one time they did presentations about Ed’s and I wanted to cry and i was having a lot of anxiety and yeah that’s my vent if you have any advice or if you relate to me then please feel free to reply thank you for listening
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