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easyNectarine7705
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Anxiety Support / by easyNectarine7705
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 December 9th, 2020
...See more I'm just frustrated tonight. I hate feeling out of control of a situation so me not being able to control my anxiety is making me more anxious, how dumb. I have been feeling terrible, haven't slept in 3 days now. Can't really eat much, which is making me feel weak and even more exhausted. I have no desire to do house work today which is odd for me. I just hate anxiety. I really hate it. How are you guys doing tonight?
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Relationship Stress / by easyNectarine7705
Last post
 December 9th, 2020
...See more I just want to share a little about my last relationship. I need some help and support on what the hell I'm doing and what I need to do. Please be blunt with me. My ex and I met about 4 years ago. It was such a great beginning, well I thought. He was doing drugs behind my back, was using daily. I begged him and begged him to stop. I understand now that it isn't that easy. He was pulled over with me in his car, meth pipe in pocket and a sack. He was arrested, I was not. I have never had issues with drugs, despised them because of family members being addicted to whatever. He was in jail for 5 months. I found out I was pregnant by him, I had gotten an abortion (please keep this opinion to yourself if it's anything bad). He got out of jail, cheated on me a lot. Gas lit me, manipulated me, told me everything I wanted to here. He lived in my house, never paid a bill or had to lift a finger. Kept cheating. I eventually told him to move out and that we were done. He refused, cops were involved and where I live you can't just kick someone out. Had to go through the eviction process. They denied me. I was also denied for a PPO against him. I explained in the paperwork everything, that I was raped by him. I was uncomfortable. I had to completely move out, get a new place and he still tried to move in with me. I don't understand that type of brain. Now I'm all messed up from this. I feel crazy.
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