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enthusiasticStrawberries3586
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Anxiety Support / by enthusiasticStrawberries3586
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 January 18th, 2021
...See more I jave always been awkward and weird. When I was a kid it didn't matter because I had friends and tgey always indulged me in my weirdness. But as we grew older they sort of made me feel like a DUFF. They were better liked by people and they got other friends and I became that awkward girl that's always following them and people would only talk to me only when they wanted to talk to them. Whenever we would disagree on something and I would then later apologise they would make fun on me and read all our texts out loud and people would laugh at me. Luckily for me I vhanged schools but there I became really untrusting of people and I would fear punlic humiliation to the point where I stopped trying to make friends and now I am an adult with no one to talk to and that makea me feel even more lonely. My sister once joked around said that maybe I have Social Phobia and i looked it up and it is a real thing and the symptoms are exactly what I experience and now I'm just lost.
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I am super weiird
Anxiety Support / by enthusiasticStrawberries3586
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 October 11th, 2020
...See more I am socially awkward I mean I have a weird walk and a bad posture, I don't like being around people but I want to be around them, I'm not sure if that makes sense. its like I always feel uncomfortable when I am around people you know? I feel like I am on display, I keep on checking myself like is what I'm wearing okay or do I have a stain on me or am I smiling too much? I just feel really nervous when I am around people and I say the most awkward and cringe-worthy stuff around them because I just want to fit in or maybe make a friend or two. My awkwardness and my serious desire not to be always makes me feel jealous of people who pretty much normal or not like me. I also have these mood swings that really make me feel like nobody can really ever get me, which make me feel really lonely like my life just some sad pathetic life, I have trust issues and no one's really there for me and I always have this feeling like something bad's gonna happen its like I'm always on edge and I don't even know why I'm writing this long weird paragraph, maybe I just want to feel like someone does care to listen to what I say
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