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exuberantTortoise2243
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General Support / by exuberantTortoise2243
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 May 10th, 2022
...See more Hi! Ai actually just wanna ask a question.. I am freshly done high schooler and waiting for my examination result. So we got like a few months to wait. Finally I can have my free time and do what I've been waiting for. Like watching my fav show, reading books and more. I had listed them but somehow they seem like a to do list. I list it incase I forget. Cz I always do. But they kinda pressure me.. I don't know why I feel this way.. They do relate to my trauma somehow.. But I still confuse why I was feeling like this meanwhile they just a hobby or thing I want to do in my free time. Maybe my ocd is not helping too.. Do you guys perhaps know how to overcome this?
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I don't know how to feel
Student Support / by exuberantTortoise2243
Last post
 March 16th, 2022
...See more Hi❤️so urm actually I have something that I've been holding on.. So this month is my exam month, I have 5 more papers to go. The feeling that been in my heart is I used to be a smart student, I used to do well in class and got a great grade in school, In primary school I did my best and got into nice high school. Did great in first year(2017)and I lost my confidence on second year (2018)because I'm in a class where all my classmates are top student. In 3rd year (2019)still in the same class, also that year I have a big exam, and i can say I got the second lowest grade there.. So in the fourth year(2020) I change class, I was so happy about it. My classmates is all my kind of level. It's feel comfortable❤️and I try to gain my confidence again and I did great for first few months.. Then lockdown happened, my mental illness got bad till I need to meet a therapist and i also got diagnosed an adhession colic in my stomach where I need to do a surgery. 2020 and 2021 I barely got into class, then now the bug exam has come.. I'M just sad.. If I do well in my studies back then, right now I might be in a comfortable place to focus on my exam. Right now I just feel like useless, I want to study well for this exam but I don't have much time to cover up from 2020. Also this is my last exam and my last year in high school. Like it's useless.. If I do well back then, and nothing happened to me, it would be nice.. Idk at some point I just want someone to comforts me, but I don't know too what I want to hear.. Since it's all too late now
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What should i do..?
Anxiety Support / by exuberantTortoise2243
Last post
 January 13th, 2022
...See more Hi i'm huda.. i just wanna share and ask(?) I'm still in high school and i do have anxiety and depression I tend to skip class when i'm not feeling well and its do going for months in 2021 Back then it was a mess, social anxiety, depression, meeting counsellor And i do overcome that a little by little In this 2022, since i skip many class, i didn't do much homework bcs of depression coming back and limit of times Now school is open, and the same thing happened again, i skip class and spend my time in infirmary bcs of ANXIOUS, that i didn't finish my homework and my teacher wants to collect it.. I don't have the urge to tell my teachers about this mental illness, you know my teachers don't really understand this, same goes to my friends.. They do know about my mental illness but they don't get it, they must feel like i'm such a loser who always run away when i feel uncomfortable. If i tell my parents, they must scold me bcs i skip class.. What should i do. .. I have my efforts to finish my homeworks nowdays but they sure takes long time since my anxiety and depression still here.. Actually its all going well right now, and i have the courage to overcome it, but its all about time, i have big exam in 2 months and all my teachers are giving a lot of excercise to do, extra class almost everyday, seriously its hard.. Its hard to do my homeworks when the depression or anxiety on me start coming back.... What should i do.. I don't have anyone who understand me well. Truth from my heart stranger relates more (in 7 cups apps)
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