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Stuck in a household with toxic, narcissistic mom...
Family & Caregivers / by fearlessblue07
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 March 4th, 2021
...See more I've had depression for the last couple months and have struggled with anxiety for a while now. My depression spiraled during college applications and from the academic pressure of all the rigorous courses I'm taking in school. Recently, an emotional event occurred where I brought up to my teacher that I was at my limit and he disregarded it. For his class, I've been coming to school with 2-3 hours of sleep a day because I'm working on stuff for his class every single day including weekends. My depression has gotten so bad (edited). My mom heard about this meeting sided with my teacher. I've always had a toxic relationship with my mother who is a narcissist and she gets verbally abusive with me. I expressed to her that I am at my breaking point (edited). She then got angry with me and called me selfish and conceited and saying it's my fault I'm in this situation. Today I broke down in a panic attack from her yelling at me because there's been a lot going on at school and home and she showed no sympathy. Instead, she got angry, told me that the accomplishments I have mean nothing (this really hurt because everything I do is to make her proud), and told me I'm ungrateful for everything she does for me. I got to the point of almost cracking again and asked her to give me space but she took it as an insult. I don't know what to do anymore. It's so difficult being in this situation. When I mention how I'm really feeling, she gets angry and dismisses it. (Edited by @peaceloveanpaws for content)
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