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generousSpruce3281
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Hey! I'm a 17 yr old female living in Maryland. Thanks for visiting my page!

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What is taking so long?
Relationship Stress / by generousSpruce3281
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 May 1st, 2017
...See more Hello. I am a 17 yr old female (just turned 17 in October). I noticed that my boobs started to come in when I was around 11, right around when my period started. They grew until I was about 12. They were still pretty small. And I'm embarrassed to say that they're still that size. I know that breast size has to do with genetics. The women on my mom's side generally have average or larger sized breasts. Same on my dad's side. My dad's mother had large breasts , despite her relatively small size. I am pretty slender myself. But I know that slender women can have large breasts, such as my grandma. So it's hard for me to predict. But I was just wondering how long it'll take for mine to fully develop. (They don't look very developed.) And I wonder if they are even still developing because they do hurt from time to time. Even when I'm nowhere near my period. So how can I tell if they're finished or not? Or can they continue to develop in my late teens? And please don't give me a stupid answer.
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Don't Belong?
Depression Support / by generousSpruce3281
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 September 13th, 2016
...See more Hello. Im a 16 year old girl. I always got the impression that i was different from other kids my age. I guess thats cuz my famiy is different. (They're views on religion is different from others, i guess. They're more New Age spiritual.) So im different, i guess. I mean, heck, they even said i was different. So its hard for me to feel like i belong anywhere. And its hard for me to open up to others. I hate feeling different, but my mom wants me to accept it. But it makes me feel so lonely. I desperately want to make friends but I just feel too weird! What should i do?
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More weird dreams!
Healthy Living / by generousSpruce3281
Last post
 August 28th, 2016
...See more Okay, I noticed that I have a lot of dreams where I'm fighting someone. I have several examples. There was one where I was struggling with this red head dude who was trying to fight me. One where me and this other girl were trying to fight this dude (but failed. Miserably). Another where a person picked me up and threw me and later I went to throw a snowball in his face for revenge. A few days ago I had a dream where this dude tried to grab me but I flipped him over (admittedly, it was kinda weak.) and I kicked him. Then punched. But honestly, that dream was kinda awesome. But anyway, I have a lot of fighting dreams. I don't know why. I mean, obviously, it has to do with anger, but honestly, what do I have to be angry about? I like to think that I have a caring, supportive family. I mean yeah, things may have happened it the past that may have pissed me off, but I'm over it. At least I think I am. I wonder what the problem is.
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Very self concious...
Relationship Stress / by generousSpruce3281
Last post
 August 7th, 2016
...See more Hello. I'm a 16 yr old female. For some reason, I am super self concious about my butt. And I often find myself looking at other peoples butts. (Oh god I'm weird.) I feel like people are staring at mine, constantly, even if I'm home. I don't like wearing jeans or anything tight. Well actually, I'm self conscious about looking sexually attractive in the first place. (This is gonna sound really dumb.) I feel like some creepy older men are staring at me and are gonna do things to me. I know, very weird. And irrational as hell. I was not sexually abused in any way. Anyway, how do I get over this?
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Mom said I had a nice butt...
Relationship Stress / by generousSpruce3281
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 November 7th, 2017
...See more So I am a 16 yr old female. I am somewhat "developed." I mean, I have curves and hips and whatnot. (But no chest). Me and mom were discussing this type of stuff thru text and she told me I had a nice butt. Admittedly, it made me feel weird, but it was a genuine compliment. And one time she said "lemme see your booty" when she wanted to see how my jean shorts fit me. Then yelled at me when I protested. She also slaps my butt sometimes, but not too often. I dunno, I could be thinking way too deep into this. Actually, I know I am. I always over react. It's just that for some reason I'm kinda self concious about my butt. Have any of y'all experienced this? Am I over reacting?
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Freaky plane dream
Healthy Living / by generousSpruce3281
Last post
 August 8th, 2016
...See more So a few weeks ago I had a very strange dream. The dream begins with me on a plane. The plane starts to take off but it starts to fly straight up. The it does a loop de loop and crashes. No one was hurt, somehow. Then it takes off and starts flying at an icredibly fast speed. I remember I was able to float while in the plane. Anyway, a few minutes pass and I look out the window and see that we are flying thru mountains with bridges. And for some reason, I thought it was China? Anyway, I was sitting across a little Asian girl and I gave her a keychain. She seems happy? Some time passes again and I look at the window and see that it's now very stormy. The plane starts to fall. It flies into the ocean, flies out, and then finally crashes into the water. Then water starts to leak inside the plane. The water level rises above my head. I was terrified. But it eventually goes back down. It's nighttime now. The plane is floating in the water. I and a few others swim out into the ocean. Then go back in the plane. Do any of y'all have any idea what this could mean?
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