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gentleLake7011
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts66 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes24 Current upvotes24 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2026 Member sinceJanuary 6, 2026
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Full of questions , no answers
Trauma Support / by gentleLake7011
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June 17th
...See more I never will understand if it was my fault or not . Did I ask for it ? What happened ? We were all just kids back then is it considered anything ? Am I just being dramatic ? Did it make me why I am today ? Does she even remember what she did to me ?
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Is it self harm?
Self-Harm Recovery / by gentleLake7011
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June 23rd
...See more I always think of ways to hurt myself , but I am so scared to inflict anything on my body cause then people would see how I am not okay and I don’t want them to see . But I hurt myself “unintentionally” like how I get burns or just cuts while cooking like accidents and I don’t even care for it later . I like to see it . I like to see how I am not perfect cause all of life all I ever tried was to be perfect for them to say I wasn’t perfect enough. Does that consider self harm idk or am I just being dramatic and this is just normal thoughts everyone gets? It is first time saying it out loud . (English isn’t my first language sorry for any mistakes )
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Grandma
Grief & Loss / by gentleLake7011
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June 24th
...See more I miss my grandma. If she was here, I was gonna be better person for sure . She left 8 years ago. I still dream of her hugging me and me holding into her so tightly as I just wish it wasn’t a dream and wake myself up crying. I am afraid one day I am gonna forget her smile , her voice , her smell, her laugh, her hair , her hand, her hug. I am afraid I am not gonna be the person she wanted me to be . I am not the good person she said I am anymore. I don’t want to make her feel ashamed of who I became . I miss u teta so much it hurts . No one could ever understand . I couldn’t even attend her funeral cause I was 12 in another country. I will forever feel guilty
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Genuine question
Eating Disorder Support / by gentleLake7011
Last post
June 17th
...See more Does eating once in 2 days considered eating disorder? Or am I just being dramatic ?
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