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goldenBlackberry2406
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PathStep 7 Compassion hearts70 Forum posts17 Forum upvotes23 Current upvotes23 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2025 Member sinceDecember 14, 2025
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I've admitted to a porn addiction however it got do bad it's cost me my friends, family, partner and home.

I have started the process to get help however it's a journey I'm honestly terrified of.

Currently trying to deal with having nobody to talk to and ignoring any urges..

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Confused feelings
Relationship Stress / by goldenBlackberry2406
Last post
 December 15th, 2025
...See more Hi this probably won't paint me in a good light but 1. I don't know how to word it and 2. I'm trying to be honest about my feelings and I don't know if these are normal or truly toxic feelings.. Me and my partner split 4 days ago due to my actions online.. now she's talking to me sporadically still but has said she's talking to others too, i am truly something glad of this honestly.. For some reason when I think about that I get that tight chest anger.. I don't know why... I am honestly glad she has support.. 1 to 1 or replies here are welcome but I can't wait 2-3 months for therapy or counselling to start to work this out..
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Worried about Relapse while waiting
Addiction Support / by goldenBlackberry2406
Last post
 December 15th, 2025
...See more Hi I've lost it all due to my online addiction. Family, friends, home, relationship possibly freedom. I have therapy, counselling and meds organised but the therapy and counselling are 2-3 months of waiting time How do I not relapse during this waiting time. I don't know who to ask without hearing "just don't do it" but I'm worried it's not that easy. I have no urges currently as its only 4 days since it cost me everything
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Trauma Support / by goldenBlackberry2406
Last post
 December 14th, 2025
...See more Hi I'm starting this hoping I don't justlet my head flood out into this post but... Situation: 4 days ago lost relationship home and friends Feeling: hopeless, failed everyone, nowhere to turn Support in place: waiting on therapist, counselling and meds Reason for post: my trust of things like this is rock bottom and I feel you posting my current goings on is, I guess, butting in or not caring about others. I know everyone says the usual things like your problem is still important etc but I just feel others are more deserving of it So... mentally I think I may end up using this, initially at least, to just empty my head a little. I don't want to post for replies etc etc others are far more deservi g of your time I just need somewhere that's not public to get things in my head out Like this post I guess..
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