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My PTSD journal (any replies welcome)
Journals & Diaries / by harmony56
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January 19th, 2022
...See more (TRIGGERS***) I literally hate life right now. ( I have PTSD and depression) But I have to go around faking I'm fine because anytime that I don't and I show that I'm not fine my trauma gets invaildated. I've gone through so much. A car crash, lost two people they died and I loved them much, I've been stalked not by one person but two, I've been threatened, I've suffer many injuries and illnesses, and to top it off was abused. Yet according to other people I'm being overdramatic and oversharing and overreacting. When I'm literally dying inside. I'm drowning. I'm trapped. I need help. But nobody's trying to. They just watch me suffer and drown and die. They care but do nothing because they are scared to. They don't want to make anything worse and I get that, but, it doesn't get worse than this.
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PTSD
Trauma Support / by harmony56
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January 15th, 2022
...See more I've been through alot this past year and it has taken a toll on my mental health. So bad that I'm having three melt downs a day to my friend, teacher, and sister.nobody understands though. My feelings are often invaildated and I'm told I'm overreacting. However I've been through abuse, a car crash, multiple injuries, multiple health issues, 2 deaths of loved ones, threats, and depression. How the hell did life only deal me bad cards. I feel like I'm drowning. I feel like I've dug a hole and nobody's throwing me a rope so I might as well keep digging. I'm trapped. I'm hurt. I'm misunderstood. I'm dying.
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