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honestThinker7095
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Sometimes feel too broken for a relationship
Relationship Stress / by honestThinker7095
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 February 14th
...See more I have a bit of a rough history with self image, and have grown up in porn and it has created a version in my mind of what being in a relationship means and how I view myself and how I perceive my partner sees me. As a result there are times where I fully believe if I’m good enough, reliable enough, or offer a safe space instead of a negative, even toxic, space. I feel that every thing I do is too much, not enough, or totally unwanted or unnecessary. Each decision is incorrect and I end up with anxiety from feeling like I’ve gotta make the perfect decision, and lose sight of why I am making that decision in the first place. This only happens when it involves the person I love. I’m scared she will come to see me the way I see myself, or that something I do will steer her away.
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Thought I was doing better...
Depression Support / by honestThinker7095
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 December 14th, 2024
...See more Well... didn't think I'd be back but here I am. Things were doing so much better, and now the smallest thing has me spiraling right back down. Definitely still not completely put back together as much as I thought... What's worse is I feel like a good cry would help, but I haven't been able to do that in over a decade even when I want nothing more...
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