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Worst mistake of my life, trying to find how to move forward and live with myself
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by hvacandmistakes
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 October 17th, 2023
...See more Today is Tuesday, yesterday Monday, I’m now ex girlfriend, the love of my life in every sense found out that I had cheated on her with another woman. I know what I did was wrong, I don’t deserve anything from anyone. I created a lie around myself to keep people from criticizing me and to protect myself. I have never cheated before until now and I feel terrible, as someone who was cheated on I never thought I’d become that in which I hated that happened to me. I treated two girls exactly the same, I was trying to cut woman A off so I could fully be with woman B but was too weak and scared to lose someone ever though I saw my whole life with this other woman. I’ve had a massive pain in my chest where it’s been hard to breath and move, but still am at work and feeling like I’m dying inside. I want to change the past and fix things but I can’t, I told me two closest friends about what I did and they seem like they will still be my friends and want me to be better and want to help me. I don’t know what to do to be better and make the pain in my heart and soul stop, I know I deserve to feel how I feel and I don’t deserve anything and that’s fair, but I hope god forgives me and makes me able to right this at least with myself. Any input is helpful.
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