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iarceus
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Severe depression.
General Support / by iarceus
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 November 16th, 2023
...See more I'm blank. Despite knowing all arguments to support why it is a stupid idea to harm myself, I still might, for I've lost all desire to live. My mind feels as though it is being bombarded by a continuous spectrum of all possible thoughts (where each thought is inseparable yet different - it's everything and nothing), making me dizzy. Inner conflict, confusion, desire to die, reasons not to die. In addition, there is immense sadness inside. I'm unable to vent it out due to exhaustion.  Further, my anti-social tendencies display at times and I feel very guilty for emotionally manipulating people close to me. Professional help doesn't work. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. 
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I don't know.
General Support / by iarceus
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 September 30th, 2023
...See more (Pardon the lack of structure, my mind is too foggy and I've spent over an hour writing the below) I don't want to live (there is no reason to), everything is boring and tiring. I'm by myself like usual. I'm 17 years old. I have Schizoid Personality Disorder and anhedonia. It feels as though my life is completely over, I feel hopelessness, extreme sadness and frustration and my suicidal thoughts are likely the result of these feelings. Additionally, I can't express any of the aforementioned, as a result of which no one understands. Despite my best efforts to express my thoughts effectively, I'm often completely misunderstood and consequently suggested what I already know. Note that I'm usually only extremely bored and burnt out for prolonged durations and that the previously mentioned are unfamiliar feelings, contradictory to my normal emotional disconnectivity.
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Newbie Hub / by iarceus
Last post
 September 29th, 2023
...See more Hi there, I'm using an alias for my denomination, please pardon it. Here's some general information about me: I'm a 17 year old boy (as of 5 days ago) and a student with Schizoid(?) and anhedonia. Not being good at anything in particular, I'm here to try and understand the universe and its people. My interests include physics, computer science, philosophy, music, societal dynamics, and behavioural psychology. The reason why I'm here on 7 Cups is because I've recently been dealing with highly destructive and complex thoughts, feelings that do not make sense. To some extent, they're new to me given I've mostly been emotionally detached. I was recommended 7 Cups by a third-party, and I hope to find help, as bad as it feels to say this. My brain is foggy.
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