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I don't know what to do
Relationship Stress / by icecreamsweet52
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 August 1st, 2025
...See more I'm currently in a relationship, and he saw that I had this app installed, installed it, and read the threads I wrote. I feel bad.
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transduction to my previous thread
Trauma Support / by icecreamsweet52
Last post
 August 1st, 2025
...See more First, I apologize if this is poorly translated or something... I'm 18 years old, I'm a woman, I've already suffered two cases of sexual abuse, and it's complicated, it's strange, I feel strang The first time was when I was 17, while I was traveling to Colombia. One of the friends I shared a room with touched me, and I felt bad. When I returned home, everything was so weird. I told my mother. I felt pressured to report it, even though I wasn't ready for that because I didn't want to, I didn't want to do anything to the other girl. I felt guilty, I felt like I was exaggerating, and... well, I was at the psychologist for a couple of weeks, and he didn't really help at all. He just showed me psychology videos on YouTube and... nothing els The second time it was a teacher a month after I turned 18 (I feel stupid for having trusted him for having fallen for something like that for the second time) he invited me to "a coffee" I really thought it was all that I trusted that teacher and then when we saw each other he took me to his house, I followed him I don't know why I did that he started kissing me I told him to stop I told him I didn't want that he made me touch him I felt nervous I was scared I tried to ask for help by sending a message to a friend but the teacher noticed and I got scared so I left my phone he took me to a room so I resigned myself and just let him do it and played along aaam I didn't report it or anything and I also feel like an idiot for that, because of me there may be other victims I'm such a fool aaaaaa and it still affects me to this day (it was November 2024) I have too many things I want to talk about, but I think that That's a lot no I may not have everything clear, but… thanks for reading if you've made it this far.
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Hola hablo español, perdon por eso
Trauma Support / by icecreamsweet52
Last post
 July 29th
...See more Tengo 18 años soy mujer mjm, ya sufri 2 casos de abuso sexual yyy es complicado ees extraño me siento extraño. la primera vez fue a mis 17 mientras fui de viaje a colombia, una de las amigas con la que compartia habitacion me toco yy me senti mal, regrese a casa todo era aamm extraño, se lo dije a mi madre me senti presionada a denunciar aun1ue no estaba lista para eso, por que yo no queria nooo queria hacerle nada a la otra chica, me sentia culpable, sentia que estaba exagerando, yyyy bueno estuve en el psicologo un par de semanas donde realmente no ayudo nada , solo me mostraba videos de psicologia en youtube yyy nada más. La segunda vez fue un profesor un mes despues de que cumpli 18 años (me siento estupida por haber confiado por haber caido en algo asi por segunda vez) me invito a "un cafe" yo de verdad pensaba que solo era eso yoo confiaba en ese profesor yyyy luego cuando nos vimos me llevo a su casa, lo segui no se por que hice eso me comenzo a besar le dije que parara le dije que no queria eso me hizo tocarlo me senti nerviosa tenia miedo trate de pedir ayuda mandandole un mensaje a un amigo pero el profesor se dio cuenta y me asuste asi que deje mi teléfono me llevo a una habitacion asi que me resigne y solo deje que lo hiciera y le segui el juego aaam no denuncie ni nada y tambien me siento idiota por eso, por mi culpa puede que hayan otras victimas ssooy una tontaaa aaaaaa yyy me sigue afectando hasta hoy (fue noviembre de 2024) tengo demasiadas cosas de las que quiero hablar, pero creo que por ahora es mucho. Tal vez no tenga todo claro, pero… gracias por leer si llegaste hasta aquí.
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