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independentStrings1619
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Little C*t
Self-Harm Recovery / by independentStrings1619
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 November 22nd, 2021
...See more I feel like I don't belong in this group because all c*ts I have made have been labelled "superficial" by my therapist. A few of them left scars, but they weren't too deep. I couldn't make them big or deep because of the job I'm in. I had to keep them hidden and functional. Yes I still harmed myself and yes I still have the urge to do it again sometimes. But to do it worse. I really like feeling the blade dig into my skin and feeling the blood slide over my skin. I know its wrong, but I was just warming up. I want to continue. I won't, I don't think, because I'm in a relationship and I don't want to ruin that. But this addiction, I've never gone this long without it. I miss it. How do I substitute for it?
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Numb
Depression Support / by independentStrings1619
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 November 17th, 2021
...See more Hey everyone. I'm on Lexapro, been on it for a year now. I'm not sure if it has to do with the season change or if it's the medication, but I've been feeling pretty numb recently. Like, I know how to express the emotions and I know how I should be feeling, but I feel empty. I can't bring myself to internally care about anything important, but externally I know I'm coming off as just fine. I don't really know what I'm asking for. I'm not sure how any one can help me return my feelings.
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