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intuitiveHickory2911
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Feeling Lost, Can Anyone Relate?
General Support / by intuitiveHickory2911
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 June 18th, 2025
...See more I've been feeling like my faith has been tested this month like never before. Everything is ok, I've just felt lost or like I'm losing myself, my old self.  My old self is dying and a new and improved version is taking its place. Can anyone relate to this feeling? It's extremely uncomfortable while you're going through it. It's like a caterpillar going through metamorphosis but not yet a butterfly. It feels like my old self is dying and I'm grieving and completely out of my comfort zone. I know this will ultimately turn out good but it hasn't felt like that. It's felt like the exact opposite. Clouds and rain that just go on and on. I'm ready for the sunshine! Anyone else go through this and can relate? Please comment with encouragement to get me through. Thank you.
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Need Encouragement Please
Depression Support / by intuitiveHickory2911
Last post
 April 2nd, 2025
...See more I'm going through some big changes right now. The storm I'm enduring is the most vicious I've ever been in. I just feel completely lost. One thing I've noticed about me is that I hate feeling out of control and not strong. It bothers me so much. I faced a lot of abuse throughout my life so I felt if I wasn't strong or in control, something bad would happen to me. Please give me some encouraging words to get through this storm. I'm serious, this is testing my faith and stretching it really far.
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We All Feel Lost Sometimes
Music & Dance / by intuitiveHickory2911
Last post
 March 26th, 2025
...See more I recently heard this song on Spotify and was blown away. It's about the peaks and valleys of life. It's really beautiful. I wanted to share it here in case you were feeling a bit lost like me.
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I'm sick
35 & Over Community / by intuitiveHickory2911
Last post
 February 19th, 2025
...See more I'm sick right now. I got out of the hospital a couple weeks ago with a bad viral infection. I thought things were improving, but now I'm having these coughing fits and I just don't like being sick. I think I might've caught another virus while I was recovering. I'm also homeless, which doesn't help matters. I'm sleeping outside in the cold. I have a tarp and blanket, but still sleeping outside when you're sick isn't ideal. Its much better to heal in a comfy bed, but it's been a while since I slept in one. I think I'm pushing my body too hard too. I have to walk two hours a day to get food. I think I'm going to start asking the bus drivers in my area if I can get a ride. I'm only human and this walking is killing me. On the way back from getting food, I have to walk up big hill too. I'm just a bit tired of all this. I do my best to be optimistic but homelessness is no fun at all. I really need my situation to turn around and I deserve it too. I deserve happiness, but I'm lonely and sick right now. Any encouragement is appreciated.
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Closure
General Support / by intuitiveHickory2911
Last post
 February 15th, 2023
...See more Anyone else have a hard time forgiving themselves for things in the past? I'm struggling right now. I want to get closure on the issue, but how? Any positive advice is welcomed. Thank you.
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What am I supposed to do?
Anxiety Support / by intuitiveHickory2911
Last post
 March 25th, 2022
...See more Hi everyone, hope you're all having a good day. I'm in a stressful situation. I'm in my 30's and I live with my mom who's a narcissist. I can't seem to make enough money to get out on my own. I'm constantly being manipulated and accused of things that I haven't done. It's exhausting living with someone like this. I thought parents were supposed to love you not manipulate you. My only two options are living with my abusive parent or being homeless. Jobs never work out for me. I can't find anything I like doing and I don't have the money to move somewhere and pursue other opportunities. How am I supposed to be successful in this country when I can't even afford a 1 bedroom apartment? Encouragement is welcomed. Thank you.
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