I'm sick
I'm sick right now.
I got out of the hospital a couple weeks ago with a bad viral infection. I thought things were improving, but now I'm having these coughing fits and I just don't like being sick. I think I might've caught another virus while I was recovering.
I'm also homeless, which doesn't help matters. I'm sleeping outside in the cold. I have a tarp and blanket, but still sleeping outside when you're sick isn't ideal. Its much better to heal in a comfy bed, but it's been a while since I slept in one. I think I'm pushing my body too hard too.
I have to walk two hours a day to get food. I think I'm going to start asking the bus drivers in my area if I can get a ride. I'm only human and this walking is killing me.
On the way back from getting food, I have to walk up big hill too. I'm just a bit tired of all this. I do my best to be optimistic but homelessness is no fun at all. I really need my situation to turn around and I deserve it too. I deserve happiness, but I'm lonely and sick right now.
Any encouragement is appreciated.
@intuitiveHickory2911 Hi there. Forgive me for the late response, but I just wanted to see how you were doing. How are you feeling now? Hopefully your health has improved. I read your post and it truly saddens me. I'm so sorry to hear all that you are going through. Having shelter is a basic human need that we should all have access to. In an ideal world, that is...
I don't know your situation or what lead up to your current living situation, but is there any shelters in your area that you could reach out and see if they have room? Maybe there's a church or someplace that allows people without homes to come in for the night when it's super cold outside. Again, I'm not sure but please see if there are any resources in your area that could help you. Is there some kind of agency you can go to to apply for low income housing shelter? I really hope that your situation turns around for you! Remember, while this may not be ideal right now-- no situation lasts forever. Please stay strong and stay safe! Your life has value and purpose. Good luck!
So sorry. Hugs to you. How are you now?
@intuitiveHickory2911 I’m so sorry you're going through all of this—it sounds like an incredibly tough time. I can't even imagine how hard it must be to be sick, dealing with the cold, and walking so far every day just to get food. It must feel like you're constantly fighting against so many obstacles at once, and that loneliness on top of it must be draining. You absolutely deserve a better situation, to feel safe, healthy, and have the space to rest and heal. Being homeless and sick is a weight no one should have to carry.
I can understand why you’re feeling frustrated. It’s hard to stay optimistic when you’re doing everything you can just to survive, and it’s exhausting both physically and mentally. Your resilience is clear, though—being able to push through all of that shows strength. But even the strongest people need help and care, and it’s okay to feel tired and overwhelmed. You deserve to have things turn around for you, and I really hope they do.
Is there any chance you've been able to connect with a shelter, or any other support services nearby? I know they can sometimes help with things like food, medical care, or even transportation, which might help take some pressure off your shoulders.
@intuitiveHickory2911
Don't worry! Things will improve
@intuitiveHickory2911 get well soon and don't give up
I hear you, and I can only imagine how exhausting and frustrating this must be. You’re right, you do deserve happiness, warmth, and stability. No one should have to fight this hard just to get through the day. But even in all of this, you’re still here. You’re still pushing forward, and that says a lot about your strength. That kind of resilience? It’s something not everyone has.
I know it’s hard, but please don’t let this situation make you feel any less worthy. You're doing your best with what you have, and that’s already something to be proud of. Asking bus drivers for a ride is a great idea, anything that makes things even a little easier is worth trying. Maybe there are local shelters or community centers that could offer some kind of help, even if it’s just a warm place to rest for a bit.
You're not alone, even if it feels that way. There are people out there who care, even strangers like me, who want you to hold on, to keep going. Your story isn’t over, and I truly believe that things can turn around for you. Until then, take care of yourself as best as you can, and remember that even the smallest steps forward still count.
@intellectualCherry8631 This was an absolute beautiful read! I hope op reads your sweetest words and takes it to heart!
@intuitiveHickory2911 hello, nice to meet you first of all 😊 i am so sorry that you have been so sick and i cannot imagine how much harder it is to stay well while being homeless and you absolutely do deserve better. I hope that you can find a shelter in your area or a charity that can help you, so that your health can continue to improve and not deteriorate. I really wish you all the best and I hope that things start turning a corner for you. I hope the bus drivers give you a lift because you are right, no one should have to walk that far at all. Sending you all the luck and the best wishes in the world 😊🥰
