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jboy19
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Pain.
General Support / by jboy19
Last post
 August 26th
...See more I relapsed and it caused me to lose my almost 3 year relationship with the person who believed in me the most. It’s all my fault and I’ve never felt so much regret and pain in all my life. I wish I had stopped to think just for a second. I wish with all my heart that I was stable and a much happier person. It’s too late now and no matter how hard I wish nothing is going to change.
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Crossed
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by jboy19
Last post
 February 14th
...See more I’m freaking out. I hate getting crossed faded, but I’m so convinced that it will make me feel better that I do it anyways. Now I’m just scared I’m going smth bad will happen to me.. I wish I could stop myself. A doctor warned me that if I didn’t take the “recovery road” while dealing with bipolar disorder that I would continue to fall into this cycle with substance abuse being one of the stops. I just can’t deal with the world sober. I feel like I have to be high, or if I survived I week I HAVE to be hammered on the weekends. I wish I could find joy sober.  
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Friends
Friendship Support / by jboy19
Last post
 February 3rd
...See more Hello, my name is Jaxon or Jax for short. It’s been a little tough trying to find friends while working and I’d rather my only friend not be my gf so I figured why not try this.  I’m 20. I like FNAF, Music, Horror movies, galaxy/space, and a bunch more stuff I can’t remember. I’m a stoner. 😅 Helps me cope. I like having conversations and giving/getting advice. I work pretty often, Monday-Friday 8:30-5:30 but other than that I’m usually a pretty good texter.  
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