Pain.

@jboy19

😔💛

I'm genuinely so sorry to see how much you are hurting by this.

@jboy19 ❤️❤️

@jboy19 hey i understand what you're going through. If you want to talk someone about this or anything,you have me. I'm here to listen you without any judgement. Feel free to msg me. Take care. 

@jboy19

Hello jboy,
Welcome to 7 Cups. We are here for you, in support, anytime you need.

I hear (read) the pain, loss and despair in your words. There is nothing I can say that will make that magically disappear but I, and others here, are ready,  willing and able to help.

I have experienced the situation you describe but for me it wasn't a "relapse", it was from the point when I was diagnosed. Over a period of six years I did everything I could to hold it together until, one day, my partner of 13 years walked out on me and the children, then over a period of less than a year I lost my children.

If there's one thing I can tell you, it might not look like it right now but there is a way back. Be well and be good to yourself, don't torture yourself over something that was not of your doing.
Namaste,
Wolf,
(Listener at 7 Cups)

I'm sorry. Please take care of your health right now. Sending you support. 

@jboy19

I'm so sorry for this and I sending you all the warmth and support for this difficult time ❤️❤️

@jboy19Losing someone who believed in you like that must hurt so much. And I think sometimes it's not only about missing the person, but also missing the way they saw you and the person you felt you could be with them.
The fact that you wish you had been more stable or that things had been different tells me that you really care, even if you can't change what happened now. I know I can't make any of this better for you, but I didn't want to just scroll past. I read what you wrote, and I'm really glad you shared it here.

@jboy19 No regrets please, if you knew better you would have done better. Tomorrow will be fine.